love cannot be cured.

HI I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN A LONG TIME AGAIN!!!!! I MISS POLYVORE SO MUCH!!!!!!
 
I have so much to tell you guys!
I mean you guys probably don't care... but nonetheless, I will probably tell you at some point anyways.
SO YEAH I LOVE YOU ALL YOU ALL ARE GOLDEN!!!!!!!

hi everyone. :)

I JUST WANT A CUTE BOYFRIEND TO BE CUTE WITH AND DO CUTE THINGS WITH IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?!?!?!?!?!

i went to the mall with my mom, and we were in the parking lot, and i was driving. so i see this hot guy, and my moms like "hey what the hell kind of shorts is he wearing?!" and i'm like "i don't know, normal ones?" and shes like "fine", and SHE ROLLS DOWN HER WINDOW AND YELLS "HEY MY DAUGHTER THINKS YOU'RE HOT" but he didn't notice but nonetheless it was so damn embarrassing idek how she knew i thought he was cute.

it is absurd to think that no one cares about you. i think i'm going to reflect on this more specifically... last week was relay for life in my town. i made a new friend, who happens to be one of my older brothers lacrosse team mates. i didn't really think he knew who i was, but he did. there was a luminary ceremony where everyone held a candle in remembrance and in honor. it was windy out, and when ever my little candle blew it he was there to help my relight it. my grandpa was diagnosed with lung cancer a little over a year ago, and when the time came to honor him i pretty much broke down into tears. after the ceremony was done, and everyone was saying their goodbyes he came up to me and made sure i was alright and gave me a hug, also asking how my brother was.
i don't think he realized this, but it made a really big impact on me. it's amazing how you can think that no one's really there for you, but in reality there are plenty of people willing to stand by your side when times are rough. i think you just have to welcome them with open arms. there are some people out there who have a heart.
 
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lol this isn't the person i was talking about in the previous set if you were wondering, this kid is just a friend now haha :')

i like boys. and the beatles.

Left his house at midnight, resolute and young, in search of something greater than the person he'd become.
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyxJU7f0mfE
i have this reoccuring love for noah and the whale that resurfaces every few months or so. they just make such pretty music.
 
i also have a reoccuring love for boys who play lacrosse. happens every year around this time. and an ongoing love for niall horan. he is so dreamy.
 
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turn down lights, turn down the bed. turn down these voices inside my head. lay down with me, tell me no lies. just hold me close, don't patronize me.
 
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i could watch you for a lifetime, you're my favorite movie. a thousand endings, you mean everything to me. i never know whats coming, forever fascinated. i hope you don't stop running to me, because i'll always be waiting.
 
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hey, long time no see polyvore. whats good?

crap day